I have pleaded to the Lord, 'Am I on the right track?'; Even my faith has taken a fall, 'Do you even care Lord?'. "Where are you?' I know we all feel like this from time to time. The thing of it is, I become a hermit when I am like this - there is no where to go.
My heart is crying out because a close friend of mine is going through some horrible heartaches this month as well -- and my heart just goes out to them so much -- that I am at a lost for the right words to comfort them. But like her, I hang on to the promises I know the Lord will keep.
So I have tucked myself behind the scenes -- and struggled on. With the refrigerator almost empty, except for condiments - my cupboard filled with green beans and corn - it does not whet the appetite. Bills that are not going to get paid next month, even my make-up is gone and there is no money to buy new. I can't face the world without it. I have been faithful, I have tithes, I have given to others freely, I have done for others and tried to lead them to our Savior and Lord, Jesus Christ.
I have even gone on an job interview; (something I have not done is many years - because of my disabilities). Reading the face of the employer - you know my resume' hit the garbage can as soon as I drove off their parking lot. I am still selling my cards; but the sales have not been what I need. I have kept up on my tithes.
Can there be a prayer chain going out for me this week? Anyone out there know what I am doing wrong? My back is against the wall - and there is no one to turn to but to Jesus, my all and all.
If I am forced to shut off my TV, Internet and Phone -- this may be my last posting. For then I shall be cut off from the world.
I will share what cards I have done approx 2 weeks ago now???
Any questions on any of these is always welcomed. I will check for comments. But for now I will just show my pictures.
I love this verse on this card ... 'Believe every day that something wonderful is about to happen.' Who knows ... maybe something will. May God bless you all - I love you in Christ! Jan